Dear Bloggy,

Hi.How r u,Bloggy?Sorry for hv been abandoning u lately...My life is still as busy as usual..Just finished reading the latest post of Casper..dunno why...I missed my lil bro rite now...It's his first time to be travelling "independently"..haha..he had never been staying overnite outside before...he's such a stay-at-home person..seldom hanging out v frens...Reading thru the story really made me touched....n recalled the memories tat we both had spent together for years...he's my only sibling...juz one year younger than me...hmmm..though he's younger than me,he looks more "matured" than me...haha...juz the outer appearance..his mindset is still a bit childish somehow...I could remember visibly tat we both were always "forced" by parents,uncles n aunts to snap photos...we both act didnt really love to take photographs tho...coz we were always "forced" to wear "formally" such as gowns n tuxedos...haha..it was kinda itchy everytime I wore the gowns....tat's I hv never been wearing skirts or gowns except skool uniform since then...there is one thing tat I muz tell u....haha...my lil bro is really cute n handsome...he looked like an Eurasian when he was small...but he's still good-looking n tall now...hehe...frankly speaking,I m proud to hv such a handsome bro...hehe..I can even imagine tat he would become a top model someday...I m pretty confident v him...hehe...

Other than hving nice outer appearance,he has other good characteristics as well...hmm...he's actually quite smart..talented in artistic n technical stuff...he's a caring person as well...how to say?my grandma told me tat he always leaves more "lauk-pauk" to me when he has his meal first...haha...kinda touched by him...hmm...he loves to cook as well...he often helps me to make pizzas or bake cheesecake...hehe...quite hard to find such a good helper nowadays...:p....

I still could remember visibly tat I taught him for months when he was hving his pmr exam...I was hving spm exam tat time...hmm...luckily he managed to pass the exam v flying colours,or else I would be mad v him..hehe...but since he studied in f4, I hardly teach him anymore...I tried to make him to be more "independent"...feel kinda regretful sometimes....dunno whether my action is rite or not...I juz pray hard tat he could get nice result in spm or get into matriks if possible...:)

He's kinda "stingy" somehow...how to say leh?he seldom spends his money...he keeps most of his pocket money...never bought a present to me tho I hv bought lotsa xmas gifts for him...=.="...but I guess God is fair lah...coz it would be more balanced to hv a "extravagant" daug n a "mean" son in a family..haha...jklah...I m not really a spendthrift lah...I juz love to spend money on books n music...hehe...tat's y it makes me "looked" a "spendthrift" most of the time...he hardly spends much money on books coz I bought all the ref books most of the time..he juz "inherited" my books....so,I m "innocent"lah...hehe....

Hmm...I guess I hv to stop here...will continue my sharing of stories of my lil bro in "detailed" next time...hehe...bye...cya....

Dear Bloggy,

Hi,Bloggy.How r u?I feel very happy today though I'm still sick coz my house----Green House has won the first place among 5 houses.Bravo for GREEN HOUSE!!=)Today was the last chance for me to participate in Sukan Tara in my high school.I had strived hardly to get scores for my house.Even though I was feeling unwell during the Sukan Tara,I still tried my best to play my role well as a member of Green House.=).Albeit I got hurt in the high jump,I guess I won't feel regret for the rest of my life.=)hmm...It was my first time to be so "closed" to the earth of my school..haha..Due to the heavy rain last nite,the field was rather muddy.As I didnt want to slip off during the race,I decided to be barefooted for the whole race.haha...felt rather excited as I never tried this before..I could feel the cold soil running through my toes... it was quite dirty n unhygienic,but I felt as happy as Larry for wat I had done.I also felt touched for wat my house members had done for our house.We cheered n clapped happily for those who managed to score.We shouted "Gambatez" for our members when they were running swiftly...I shall remember this day for the rest of my life..Wat a memorable day in JSHS for me!You might be feeling weird tat why I didnt enjoy my Sukan Tara for the past few years..haha...Frankly speaking,I was such a bookworm till I was totally indifferent in those sport events.=p..haha..Form Six seems to be a significant stage for the rebirth of the whole new me...*wink*.hmm..tell u one thing...I m the representative of my house in the 800m race during the annual Sport's Day.hmm..just hope tat I wont disappoint my house members in next month Sport's Day.I guess I hv to stop here..hv to duty for library today..bye..cya...Have a nice day!=);)

Dear Bloggy,

Hi,Bloggy.How r u?I was getting better till last nite.I had been suffering from excruciating pain for the whole nite...=(I started to feel uncomfortable since 11pm.Then I asked my mom to rub my stomach v certain herbal medicine but her effort seemed to be in vain.It didnt help to ease my pain..=(I tried to sleep by shutting off the fan n wrapping myself in jacket n blanket..I managed to sleep for abt 1 hour,n then couldnt sleep anymore...It was really painful,I kept tossing n turning abt in bed all nite..Sometimes,I couldnt bear the pain n woke up to "wander" around my house.haha..if somebody woke up at the middle of the nite,he or she might be scared off after seeing me walking around the house..:p..I glanced at the clock,it was 2am...I was praying hard tat God will help me to ease the pain...n hoping tat the nite would get over soon...haiz...my grandma was awaken by me..I was sleeping on the floor tat time.She then went to get pickled raddish for me..it was brownish black in colour..looked disgusting for me...I was too painful tat time,so I ate it without second thought.It was salty,so I gulped in a cup of water after eating it..hmm..then my grandma helped me to rub my stomach again.I slept on couch which made me feel more cosy if compared to mattress..Luckily,I managed to sleep soundly after 3am.Didnt attend skool today..Went to see another doctor today..He told me tat I got gastritis..which "evolved" frm gastro-enteritis..It is the inflammation of the stomach...I guess I shd be grateful as it is one organ less affected by the disease since gastro-enteritis involves both the stomach n intestines....anyway,I hv to stop here...hv to attend tuition later..hopefully I will be getting better soon..=)

Dear Bloggy,
This is the disease tat I hv been suffering for 2 days...I've got the chance to learn a new scienctific term...isnt it cool?.....

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Dear Bloggy,

Hi,Bloggy.I m feeling sick now....I m hving stomach-ache n diarrhoea rite now...:(..really suffering...sob...sob..sob...have been going to toilet for "flushing action" for more than 8 times...:(....sob...sob...sob...dunno y...hv taken supplementary food juz now...but still I'm not feeling well...I have been not eating any meat, seafood,curry,roasted,baked food n even eggs for two days due to doctor's advice. I have been eating veges n fruits n drinking mixed vege n fruit juice for two days...feel like a "vegetarian"...n even feel disgusted whenever I see veges now...ergh....n wat I get now is diarrhoea n stomach-ache...I dont hv appetite to eat fish porridge...I feel like wanna puke when I smell the fishy porridge...ergh......trying to distract my attention frm the thought of wanna vomit...:(....sob..sob...God,please forgive my sins n please help me to cure my sickness....pls...pls...pls...

Dear Bloggy,

Hi,bloggy.How r u doing there?Hmm...I went to state library today to revise chemistry....everything was doing ok except one incident.I "lost" my chemistry note after going for a call of nature..I was scared tat time coz my chemistry notes r so invaluable to me...I kept searching the spot..actually,I put my notes on the stair before going to toilet...but it's weird for it to get disappeared..=.=it doesnt hv legs afterall...=.=and who's on earth so "ennui" to steal my chemistry notes?=.="I informed the librarian abt the incident..she told me tat sometimes others' bags got stolen as well...I was thinking tat my notes dont worth tat much to others gua...unless tat person didnt bring tissue papers n used my notes to wipe his or her ***.I kept looking for it in every corner of the library,even in the dustbins...maybe I could "trace" the thief b4 he or she got escaped...=.="..but my effort was in vain...after all,nobody was interested in stealing my notes...=.="..then I thought tat maybe my frens were around n was "kidding" v me by hidding my notes...=.="but didnt see any frens around...I couldnt continue without my notes...:(...I prayed hard to God...suddenly my eyes glanced at photostate table...I went to search for my notes.haha...thanks God...I had finally found back my notes...haha....almost wanted to "kiss" them...hehe...but didnt do it at last coz I was in the library...didnt want to get embarassed...phew...then I continued to revise chemistry...it made me feel how important chemistry notes to me..:p..haha...

What Is Happiness?

What is happiness?i m searching for the answer......somebody pls tell me.....thanks.........

It had been a great day for me....Woke up at 8am,preparing for outing v fren n her children... Sitting inside her new Vios,listening to fav songs n reading self-enrichment book were really great ways to start a brand new day...Was amazed by the gathering of kingfishers in the middle of the sea...I guess tat signified a sunny n bright day...:)
Our first destination is War Museum in Batu Maung.The entrance fee is kinda expensive but worthwhile.RM15 for per adult n RM7.50 per child.hmmm...we went to an exhibition room firstly.her children dared not stepping inside as they were too overwhelmed by fright...so i went inside v her only,leaving them waiting outside..the was a secret tunnel inside,i went inside v a bunch of school gals(i guess they were hving historical excursion there.)..i guided them inside the tunnel as i brought my torchlight.it was exciting n fun as we didnt know wat was ahead of us..heard tat there might be bats "landing" on ur heads if u r "lucky"..haha...but it was a totally safe journey..none of us got hurt or "stepped" by bats...:)..we continued our visit after getting out of the tunnel..there were photos,boots n other stuff being exhibited there..act,there was another smaller tunnel tat i didnt venture inside as i wore skirt today...haha..scareless me rite(heard tat there might be centipedes,wildcats,snakes,spiders n other small creatures appeared uninvitedly...haha..)...i heard the gals said that they shd wear skirt instead of wearing jeans as the weather was kinda hot...we were sweating profusely after venturing into the secret tunnel...
After finished browsing thru tat spot,we continued our journey.We climbed up a stair...finding out another huge part of the routes..we saw a cannon spot without cannons.....=.=....was kinda weird..maybe they were being removed to Fort Wellesly...=.=...there was spot where the British spied on and shot their enemies which came to Penang thru water pathway...we kept on walking til reached the place which was designed like a battle field...we were trying to venture into tat place but were scared away by a black dog..after tat,we realized tat it was act a spot for paintball...=.="...we saw lotsa bullet traces all over the walls...our attention was captured by torture room.we saw a few photos where the victims of Jap were being tortured inhumanely. :(...we were startled as we could see the penentrations on their bodies...the tools which were used to torture them also being exhibited there..although they were already rusty,their cruelty to human beings couldnt be forgotten for the rest of their lives...
There was a room which was quite eerie...it was served as a place where criminals were sentenced to death by hanging...we were pretty frightened by the design inside tat particular room...as there was really sth "white thing ""hung"up inside the room...kinda spooky..even when I am writing abt it rite now...Another thing tat got me hooked on was the rooms which were used as kitchens,dispensary and medical rooms.there was a artificial nurse inside which shocked us...haha...we supposed tat place shd be "uninhabited"...:p...the children were scared to stiff by a fake human who was "fastened" n burnt....it was another merciless punishment conducted by Jap...haiz...we ended up the trip by buying some souvenirs frm the shop...I boughta few bookmarks n postcards...It was indeed a great historical trip...we were like travelling into the past thru time machine....kinda cognitive for us...
Next,we visited Batu Maung Aquarium.It was my first time to visit pg's aquarium..haha..kinda embarassed...:p...but it was really cool n exciting...we saw alot of fishes..including Nemo the Clownfish and starfish...hehe.my fav fishes ..ever thought of keeping both as my pets...:p...but couldnt find any so far...:(....the fishes were colourful n mysterious...there was a type of fish which has teeth which resembles baby's teeth inside its mouth...was amazed...haha...it was like trying to "chat" v us when we got closed to it...hehe...really unique...sea urchins were another attraction to us...they were black in colour v one "fake" eye n some blue spots on their bodies.....not sure wat were them...it was kinda pitiful to see most of the anemones ad died inside the aquarium...haiz...too bad...turtles were really cuteeeeeeee...hehe...we "belanja" them makan...they were scrambling for limited food...hehe..n one thing tat surprised us was we found out the reason y tortoises won in the race between rabbit n tortoise...coz for the first time I saw one of the turtles "sped" over "normal" limit today...haha...it "ran" rounding the container with high speed n splashed out water on us...haha...it was amazing...after tat,we ended up our trip to aquarium as our stomaches went out on "strikes"...haha..
We went to Gurney Plaza to "cure" our stomaches...:p...we were keeping in shilly-shally on deciding which restaurant to hv our lunch..finally we decided to hv our meal in Ipoh Street cafe..haiz..it was a disappointing meal as the food tat we ate werent the same in the huge photos they were hanging in their cafe...haiz....too bad...we juz roughly had our lunch n continued our next important destination..haha...
We went to Popular bookstore n were hanging out there for almost 3 hrs...haha...I bought a cd which entitled You're Beautiful...it was act a great deal as I got 2 cds v 1 price...hehe...i m currently listening to the album while updating my blog...hehe...nice songs...hmm..besides tat,I also bought a book on travelling...hehe...I m planning to backpack travel someday...so I hv to be more well-prepared now...hehe...act,I also wanted to buy books which entitled Can You Keep A Secret? frm the Shopaholics series...but my budget didnt allow me to do so...haiz...the popular fair downstairs didnt reach my expectation though...so didnt buy any books there...haiz...but overall,I was satisfied by my gain...hehe...:p
We went back to bm afterwards...I fell asleep in the car..it was indeed a tiring n yet exciting day for me...totally different frm the days of hving tuitions n classes...feeling my mind was freed frm stress n problem...hehe...
After reaching bm,we had our dinner at the "alfresco area" which was a stone throw frm my house...the food there was really delicious...x100 much better than the one we had this afternoon..n definitely much cheaper....we had satay,"ikan panggang",laksa,mihun goreng,yam cake,"chai kuey",hokkien mee,kuey kak,.....haha...(Warning:dont drool in front of ur pc when u read this part....I wont be responsible for tat...:p)
After reaching home,I juz took a bath n started writing my blog...haha...finally finished updating liao...post ur comments freely...*wink*..ur comments will be welcomed gladly...:)

情书 Leobeu Leteo


＂别走，留下来，当我的朋友，请你留下来，不要离开我！＂
＂我答应你，以后我会当你的爸爸，妈妈，我会当你的朋友，一直陪着你，直到死亡把我们分开！＂
＂Don't go,please stay here,be my friend,please stay here,don't leave me!""I promise you,I'll be your dad,your mom,I'll be your friend,accompany you always,till death separate us apart!"

＂我可以再要求一件事吗？当个好神父...... 为了我..... 还有我们到了另一个世界时，记得来找我"
＂会的，我会去找你的。就算你成为了最微小的尘埃...... 我会再找到你的。＂
＂Can I ask for something?Be a good pastor...for me......when we reach another world,don't forget to find me."
"I'll...I'll go to find you.Even though you transform into the tiniest dust....I'll also find you."

"我现在很幸福 ...... 让我幸福的理由中，你总是占第一个。"
"I feel very blissful now......the factors which make me feel blissful, you are always the first one."

"我要告解，我伤了她的心，我说过我不会让她失望，我说过我愿意做她的朋友...... 但是我伤了她的心。"
"I want to confess,I have hurt her heart,I promised I would never disappoint her,I said I would be willing to befriend with her......but I have hurt her heart."

"那你现在答应我，即使成为神父，也永远会陪伴着我，答应我，你不会从你的心里推开我，你会继续听我告解，然后无条件的原谅我，你会永远为我祈祷；还有，如果我结婚了，结婚弥撒也由你来做，答应我，还有我小孩的洗礼仪式也由你来担任。""然后还有...... 如果我死了，那我的终传圣事也会由你担任，就这样一生都会陪伴在我的身边，不会放开我的手...... 答应我，安德烈。"

"Then you promise to me now,even though u become a pastor,you will still accompany me forever,promise me,you won't refuse me from your heart,you will continue listening to my confession,then forgive me unconditionally,you will pray for me forever;if I get married,the marriage Misa should be done by you,promise me,my children' baptism will be conducted by you.""After that,my death ceremony should be carried out by you,accompanying me for the whole live,never let my hand off.......promise me,Andrea.

"以爱情为名，犯下罪恶也没关系吗？
以爱情为名，任何事都可以被原谅吗？"

"Is it ok to commit crimes for the sake of of love ?
Is everything gonna be forgiven for the sake of love?"

爱之句


惜缘的流星对大家说：爱＋爱＝非常的爱，爱－爱＝爱的起点，爱x爱＝无限的爱，爱／爱＝唯一的爱。但愿你我日后都幸福快乐........................

孤单是一种冷，让我想起我们，回忆这东西，来的时候总是那么狠，很想念一个人，隐约记得你的体温，我扪心自问，还能不能爱上别人.........

爱情可以超越时空，穿过永恒，以只存在恋人鼻息间秘密的香味，传递着永远相爱的讯息..........

７号幸福入口

站在这里已经好久。
只为了一句话。
＂这是一个通往幸福的入口。＂
我有点不太相信，所以，握着月票的我犹豫着。
到底该不该走进去呢？
身边好多人都在看，却没人有胆量奉步走进这＂幸福的入口＂。
时间就这样流逝，包括了你的青春和我的欢笑。
突然，地铁服务人员走过来说：＂这是最后一班列车咯！＂
我望着他，突然下了决定。
带着微笑，我穿越了通往幸福的第７号入口。
回过头，就看见穿越同样入口的你。
于是，我知道，幸福已经在炎炎的三月天萌芽了。

Translation:

The 7th Entrance of Happiness

Had been standing here for quite long,
Just for some words.
"This is the entrance to reach bliss."
I was sceptical about it,so, hesitantly, I grabbed the ticket.
To enter or not to enter?
There was a crowd of people besides me kept looking at,
but nobody ventured into the entrance of happiness.
Time slipped by,including your youth and my laughter.
Suddenly,the officer came to inform:"This is the last trip of train!"
I looked at him,made a decision abruptly.
Covered with smile,I travelled into the 7th entrance of bliss.
Turning back,I saw you walking into the same entrance with me.
Therefore,I realized that, the seeds of felicity had germinated in the scalding hot March....

Hi Bloggy,
Feeling frustrated now...the chemistry test will be held on mon n yet i dont hv the slightest idea on how to memorize those reactions(esp haloalkane),plus the scalding hot weather really make me feel irritated....it's really headache now...feel like wanna sing my heart out n have a soothing cry b4 continuing with my organic chemistry...ergh.......not much frens online now...haiz...couldnt find a close fren to confide my frustration...ergh..Dearest God,pls send somebody to help me detoxify my "mood" b4 i get bursted....