Dear Bloggy,

Sorry,Bloggy..=(hv been abandoning u...life's quite busy...as the exam is juz around the corner...this is my last step...b4 continuing my next level of life...hmm..quite scared actually...dunno whether i can do my best...lack confidence...haha...shdnt hv complained here...quite embarassed...hmm..sometimes,i get confused in the middle of study..dunno y...that kind of feeling strikes me suddenly..without notice...maybe i m getting older...thinks alot of crappy stuff...haha...somehow,i couldnt find back the spirit i used to hv during f5..perhaps i hv changed...or juz tired to be the bookworm i used to be..haha..anyway,juz feel like wanna scribbles sth here b4 my exam...juz to let u know I STILL CARE ABOUT YOU!!!haha...dun get depressed tho i hv another "home".I STILL LOVE YA THE MOST!!!=Pk..till then...cya...muacks...hahahahahahaha..

Dear Bloggy,

Hi,Bloggy.How r ya?havent seen u for quite a long time..kinda missed ya....=)my life has been busy recently...hmm..mind to tell u how's my life lately in mandarin?hehe....=p

嗯....不知怎么的....我觉得七月份是我过得最充实的月份。首先，我与３名网友见面了...哈哈！有点不可思议....＝P。。蛮有趣的。。尤其与CH见面。。由于没有先准备，所以得硬着头皮到处找人当＂导游＂。想不到平时蛮害羞的我竟然向一位不曾在＂现实＂生活里讲话的人＂借车＂。。蛮扯的吧！哈哈！＝P。。还好皇天不负有心人，否则他得在我的学校呆了一整天。＝P。不过，说真的，他的琴艺蛮精湛，可是自学的哦！佩服！他也算厉害制造话题，我俩似乎有说不完的话题。哈哈！

７月８日乃是本州元首的生日，所以当天的补习被cancel咯！咳！快闷死我了！任性的我只是发牢骚两句，结果老爸竟然说要带我到Ipoh找Jen。哈哈！当时的我傻了眼，以为他在跟我开玩笑！不过，闷得快发狂的我那会放弃任何外出的机会呢？＝P

到达目的地后，我便Jen询问location。当时她与家人正在shopping，本来打算打消念头，不过心里不断挣扎，想见见他们。＝）蛮紧张的....哈哈！身为gs的我绝对不会偏心，准备了一份小礼物给gsil作为见面礼。hehe...不过，我的LB则木头似的，真是气煞我了！算是给他的惊喜，不过他却...晕倒了！事后，他却解释说他是慢＂热＂的人。咳！我从大老远来等他的嚒！说真的，短短的的１０分钟见面的确蛮令人回味无穷....蛮期待下一次的见面。。＝）

接下来我的生活将更忙碌，不过说真的，我还蛮享受如此的生活。在来临的两个星期，我会参与各类活动如：登山乐,常识比赛,Chemistry Quiz,Penang Bridge Run等活动。我想在最后的高中生涯过的精彩且充实，不要让自己有后悔的机会。也不想像中五那年，毫无一丝值得我留念的回忆，真是凄凉！=)

嗯..我该去K书了。希望能与你分享虽短暂却温馨的moment...=)Tata~

再一次拥有
我想念去年的冬天 下着雪的那一夜
你给的温柔 紧握的双手 温暖整个寒冬

＊失去了曾经的拥有 在你离开以后
带走了笑容 只留下寂寞 忘了幸福是什么

＃没有你的夜特别的漆黑 只能闭上双眼去感觉 没有我的夜 谁在你身边 代替了那个从前


REPEAT ＊，＃

能不能再听一次你说爱我 回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我 再一次拥有 曾属于我的温柔
能不能让我 再一次拥有 曾属于我的温柔

Dear Bloggy,

Hey,Bloggy.Dunno why....my feeling is a bit uncomfortable now...dunno why...dunno how to depict....1 hour n 48 minutes to go....i did nth at home...slacking all the way....n writing craps here...the weather is extremely hot...my head is very ache n hot now...juz like hving fever...or sth else....juz dunno....do i care?do i REALLY care?can u tell me wat's tat feeling?i'm puzzled....i can't concentrate in everything...WHY?WHY?WHY????

Birthday Wishes

22.04.06 23:53 CLY

Happy Birthday,gal!Wish all your dreams come true!!!

22.04.06 23:55 HYZ

我认为健康和快乐是人生最重要的东西，如果可以转让，我愿意把我的那一份给你，祝你生日快乐。

22.04.06 23:57 Karen

Yo.Happy Birthday my friend:-)

23.04.06 00:55 FCHP

Happy birthday=)sorry i remembered it late.wonder wat to get you.....(p/s:=.=")

23.04.06 08:05 THM

Hihi.Happy Birthday!Got go anyway 2day to celebrate yr big day?(p/s:though u might be blurred sometimes,thanks alot for ur surprises=) )

23.04.06 12:13 NLL

Happy Birthday...little girl...

23.04.06 14:27 THM

Just now forget 2 tell u,SC want Me 2 wish u happy birthday,he dont hv yr hp no.Happy Birthday!!

23.04.06 15:31 TCT

祝你生日快乐，今年一定要加油哦！...

23.04.06 18:27 NSC(x2)

happy birthday!

23.04.06 20:13 ATG

HAI,2DAY X VY SPECIAL LA,BUT WHEN U RECEIVE DIS SMS,U THOUGHT SOMETHING ELSE LEH!?OK,U R RITE.HAPPY BIRTHDAY!HOW U'LL LIKE MY GIFT EVEN ONLY WORTH 5 CENTS!G9!(p/s:y muz he always use CAPS?)

Dear Bloggy,

I would like to apologize here...to everyone tat hv been putting so much effort in supporting me,praying hard for me,doing everything for me....Honto ni gomenasai...for didnt reach ur expectations..somehow,I wonder how should I face my relatives,family members,frens n even siblings...I couldnt reach their expectation...really sorry...esp my GB(K)...I was even hiding frm them,frm their qs,frm greeting them,frm meeting them face to face...I would rather to be hiding frm them forever than seeing disappointment on their faces...am I stupid?It seems like I'm living to reach others' expectations.....sometimes,I even feel izzit worthy for me to be like tat?is tat the kind of life tat would lead me till the end of my breath?Shd I chart my own path?Or I juz wait patiently for the arrival of God's arrangement?I was confused during the arrival of rejection letter...It wasnt the first time...n yea...I expected I had done better than last year...perhaps it's destined by God?or it was juz another test for me by God?I was rather perplexed...n yet sad...I tried to study hard...to forget everything..but could I?It was indeed a hard period for me esp during term exam...I forced myself to study harder...to replace the regret n disappointment tat I had "granted" to them....staying back at skool library everyday to do revision...didnt switch on my hp...scared tat I would receive msges frm them...I was like "shutting" off my heart tat time...

Hmm..luckily I got LB(C)'s advices...he's indeed a potential councellor....like a father n a mother to me...hehe....anyway,I'm feeling better nowadays..at least didnt get the scholarship isnt the Armageddon of my world...still hv other routes...I guess God wont "shut" all the roads for me...I strongly believe:"when He shuts one door of urs,He would definitely open another route for u...."=)

Dear Bloggy,

Heya,Bloggy!I missed u very much...=)have been waiting for the end of my mid-term exam n wanna tell u alot of things tat revolved around me lately...there were bunches of events happened which made me a better & mature person...hmm...where should I start?

Travelling back one month ago,I was chosen to sit for a selection test in kl...It was my first time to travel alone(meaning without company of my parents)..hmm..how to depict my feelings for tat moment?It was a mixture of feelings...it was cool,exciting n yet uneasy...I had been pleading for permission to travel down to kl with my ex-classmate..was allowed to travel alone(not actually alone) finally...but I was feeling anxious about the trip...after reading so many news about others especially gals being snatched n even murdered...

Luckily nothing bad happened during the whole trip..hmm..we reached there n it was kinda freezing cold as it was raining...but msges frm my amigo really worked..hehe...though one msg worths 5cents only,they warmed my heart better than a cup of Starbucks mocha...=)..my cousin brought us to hv "porridge steamboat"..wat a nice n warm welcoming dinner...haha=)love ya,sis...;)

We arrived at her fren's home n she was hving nap tat time...kinda paiseh to disturb others..*paiseh-ing*..hmm...anyway,her fren is really cool...I meant when she doesnt smile...haha...I was intimidated at first...hmm..she was going to sit for a test in Bar Council tat time if I was not mistaken...kinda impressed v her diligence...;)

After taking bath,we went out to "escape" frm somebody...haha...dunno how to explain here...=p...Firstly,we went to shop at Times Square.hmm...it was fun..yea..not to forget tat I had added sth to my collection...It's Panda Go Panda!which I had been searching for so many years...I was excited to find it there...without second thought,I bought it home..got a free Totoro wallet somemore..there are so many cool side products of Hayao Miyazaki's animes...kinda couldnt stand their temptation...but I still remember my fren's reminder:dont spend unnecessarily....=.="...haha..

Hmm..u know wat?my fren n I bought a cup of ice-cream which consisted of 3 unique flavours which costs us rm10 each...the ice-cream was branded Italiano sth...I guess it's frm Italy..haha..my cousin n her fren almost fainted when both of us said tat it was really worthy to eat..haha...my cousin said she never ate such an expensive ice-cream...even when she was small,her mom asked her to choose her fav ice-cream..she also chose the cheapest one..n her mom chose the most expensive one..=.="...haha....anyway,I felt satisfied for hv enjoyed such a smooth n original ice-cream..with mango,tiraimisu,raspeberry flavours....I would like to thanks my parents for giving birth to me so tat I hv the opportunity to taste such a great ice-cream.....

Later,we got the chance to experience the night-life of kl..not really night-life...hehe...we juz went to Chi Cheong Kai....how to describe my very first visit leh?it was more or less like a pasar malam...hmm..or more like a heaven of pirated stuff..watches,cds,handbags,clothes,n etc...most of them r pirated....hmm.another unique characteristic of tat "nite market" is there are many foreigners over there...juz like a little world...hehe...kinda cool..but didnt get anything frm there...not interested in buying branded n yet pirated stuff...hehe..except cds...=p..

After tat,we went back to her home...she was really a friendly n yet cool person...hmm..she doesnt know mandarin...so we were like translating wat we were chatting all the time...haha...my cousin was the main translator..she said some of her frens frm other states sound like china gals whenever they tried to converse in cantonese...hehe..luckily we didnt sound like them..=p...

Hmm..we woke up very early the next morning..but didnt wake them up yet...after taking breakfast,we then woke them up..my cousin was really sleepy...hehe...only able to wake her up after 20minutes...hehe..

Hmm..I sat for the test for half of the day..quite many students..met my senior there..didnt get the chance to meet fellow Recommers..tot they would wear ribbons on their hands...but ended up nobody wore it...=.="..haiz...wat a disappointment...hmm..almost met a Recommer..but due to fate,we didnt meet..but I was able to "spy" on him...:p..hehe..

Later,we went shopping again...haha..almost evolved into a shopaholic teenage gal..perhaps can
be the next Sophie Kinsella..hehe..but didnt "gain" much..juz one cd by Gary..n a shirt for my lil bro..nothing else..but kinda enjoyed the window shopping..tho didnt get much for myself..hehe..

Had lunch at a sushi restaurant at 4pm..haha..it was "lunch tea"..but the food tasted so-so..the soba was soggy..hmm..was too "full" to eat sushi..later rushed to parking lot to get to bus station in 15minutes..but there was traffic jam during tat time...they were kidding tat if we missed the bus,my cousin would drive us home..=p...but I'm really impressed v her driving techniques...haha...she was "drifting" all the way to bus station..=p..

We managed to reach the bus station on time...was kinda reluctant to leave kl..=(...I felt lucky to hv known my cousin n her fren..maybe it sounds weird when I said to know my cousin...frankly speaking,we never chatted so "freely" n "openly" be4...so it was my very first time to know my cousin better...kinda appreciated the opportunity to get to know her well..although it was only one day...=)..n yea...I invited her to visit me at penang someday...

Be4 boarding the bus,I almost bumped into a bus..=.="..fortunately,there was a stranger(martian) grabbed my hand suddenly...hehe...we were in the same bus...the martian was sitting in front of me....hehe...the end....=p..I was really tired...took a nap...n mced frens frantically..=p...too bored..hehe...

After reaching Ipoh,I went back to sleep immediately without hving dinner...was like a log..hehe...but the next morning kena back to penang as my lil bro had his tuition class at 9am...

That's all for my kl trip...hehe...feel really lucky to hv met so many cool frens out there...one of my best present for my 18th bday...=)

#Life is too short and wasteful for me to mourn over the past.

by Angelia*

Your Birthdate: April 23

You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem. You're good at so much - you never know what to do. Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long. You are destined for a life of travel and fun. Your strength: Your likeability Your weakness: You never feel satisfied Your power color: Bright yellow Your power symbol: Asterisk Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Dear Bloggy,
Suddenly, I love my school very much...=)...maybe it's from the bottom of my heart.....or maybe it's just the effect of caffein.....:P.....